PeiQi:D: 2010

Friday, December 31, 2010

Fated......

PeiQi:)

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

It Nv lasted for more den 24hrs.

PeiQi:)

Went for a long run today with my brother.
Spent super long to find that KOI cafe.
And...

I'm soooooooo excited about Tmr!
Yay! Swimming in the morning Tmr.
Den play ball!
Den tuition!
Den steamboat dinner!
Maybe meeting others after dinner!
Wheeee!
Life's so great! :D

Ps: forget about people who doesn't appreciate u. Look for people who does so:)

PeiQi:)

28dec2010

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Life after As is damn good!
NO STRESS NTH
finally the phrase "I'm BORED!" can be used
everyday go out have fun.

but i've considered..
if i nv do well for As
im going to repeat.

thats all for now.
looking forward to Xmas:)

Friday, November 26, 2010

I cant give u what u wanted.
I am different from the others girls that u know.
I'm not the only one.
U don't 100% belong to me.
I'm still thinking

Saturday, October 23, 2010

23/20/2010

Yes, everyone u know WILL HURT YOU in one way or the other

to think that all along i thought i've finally known someone that isn't that selfish, isn't that realistic..
BUT i was wrong.
what she did today let me think otherwise.

U told me u dont want to use com,
thats not the point.
u want my notes
maybe thats the reason why u r nice to me
why cant u just ask for it from me?
why do u even have to do this.

i thought i was able to have real frens that could made me feel good
let me have that feeling where there's a fren that u can talk to
u can have fun and enjoy with
BUT I WAS WRONG.

even the closest person to me chose to hurt me.
what else can i expect?

things had been sucky for the past week.
deleted my facebook account
i hate everything about my life.
its graduation day today.
but i dont feel the joy at ALL
even though i have been waiting for this day for a very long time.

i should learn to start protecting myself.

18days to alvl.
tell me what can i do?
i felt so helpless
the day is nearing
i know im not gonna do well
i dont want to repeat.
and why must everything come crashing on me at this point in time
i said i dont care.
i look like i dont care
but deep down
im really really scared
but
BUT WHO CAN UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL NOW?
no one ever understands

I've choose to trust no one anymore.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Yes. The truth is EVERYBODY is going to HURT you.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Its best for me to seal my mouth and shut up.
I'm SICK OF EVERYTHING!

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Off from this stupid world tmr! No more books and ppl I see everyday.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

只能说当超人真的好难
如果超人会飞
那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界
会让我觉得好一些
拯救地球好累
虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我哭过了没
因为超人不能有眼泪

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I swear I'm NOT going to care ANYMORE.

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Sunday, August 1, 2010

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Monday, July 12, 2010

Lyrics-"Un-break My Heart"

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry this tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my

Un-break my heart oh baby
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....

With love,
PeiQi:)

Friday, June 18, 2010

Why do I always feel so awkward?

With love,
PeiQi:)

Monday, June 14, 2010

Love paradise

Love Paradise

Album: Stylish Index
Artist: Kelly Chen

You're always on my mind
All day just all the time
You're everything to me
Brightest star to let me see

You touch me in my dreams
We kiss in every scene
I pray to be with you
through rain and shiny days *

I'll love you Till I die
Deep as sea Wide as sky
The beauty of our love paints rainbows
Everywhere we go

Need you all my life You're my hope
You're my pride
In your arms I find my heaven
In your eyes my sea and sky
May life be our love paradise

Thursday, June 10, 2010

7 June 2010

7th June 2010

Early morning went to give tuition at rp.
Supposed to wait for Terence and meet him at 12.
But his ocip thing ended late.
So met him around 12.45.
And we trained down to Clarke quay.
I went to get refill for my glass of STICKY sweets!:D
Den we both went to search for tcc.
Ordered salmon and cake.
The cake is super nice:D
We r supposed to be studying.
But ended up talking all the way till night. Haha. And that's the end of the day.

With love,
PeiQi:)

Sunday, June 6, 2010

With love,
PeiQi:)

Maybe in life u just can't have everything u wanted.
U cnt be good in every thing.
Just like me.
I seemed to be envy by many.
No matter it's in sch or in other areas.
But I don't have what I really wanted.
If I can choose my path again.
I don't want ath.
I just want to be a normal happy girl with a happy life and many many frens.
But what to do

This is life.
I'm a boring person.

With love,
PeiQi:)

With love,
PeiQi:)

6th June 2010

Today
Decided to stay home study.
Coz I'm lazy.

Realized I got alot dk how to do.
Met up with philo.
Got him to teach me some qns.
Had bakerzin!
What's more I'm NOT the one paying!:D
Hahahaha.
Thanks alot!:D

Got clorets to keep myself awake tonight:) gonna mug mug mug!:)

Goodnight!

5th June 2010

5th June 2010

Morning went for bare foot walk.
Woke up late got to rush there.
Didn't really enjoyed it.
Coz of some reasons which I shouldn't say.
Yup. So I ran. And stupid me got two HUGE BLISTERS on both my frets. Can't even walk properly now.
And my huge is really big.
Double the size of a normal human thumb print. :'(
Den went to town bought a new wallet. A super cool one.
I liked it alot.
Not very ex.
And I think it's worth it.
I like the texture and most importantly it suits my phone cover!:D

Den met up with E.
Went for l4d2 (yes I know i've been playing for whole week:p)
Den went to watch prince of Persia.
After that went to tcc to do work.

And went homed:)

With love,
PeiQi:)

4th June 2010

4th June 2010

Morning went to sch for cip. AGAIN!
Escaped the last one hour of the cip. HahHhaaha
Wanted to go for math consultation but couldn't find mrs khan!
I got lots of qns that I don't know.
I NEED TO BE ENLIGHTENED URGENTLY!!!

Haha. After that decided to go off to hongyu's house again.
Because got nobody to have lunch with me:(
Bought my lunch and his lunch.
I was carrying ALOT ALOT of things in my hand when I went kfc to take away for hy.
That woman was pissed by me for not saying earlier just because of the cheese fries. -.-
It's just adding one cover wad. Whr got so hard.
Den went off carrying MANY MANYx1000 things in my hand.
When I climb up the bridge, accidentally spilled hy drink:/
Den went to supermarket to get. Replacement for him.
Haha. His house is damn far from the mrt station I swear. Took me years to reach his house.
After lunch. Spent the rest of the day playing Left for dead again!
I know it's sounds stupid. But ya I like it. Haha.
Den went home.

With love,
PeiQi:)

Thursday, June 3, 2010

3rd June 2010

Went to hongyu's house.
Did my revision there.
6 chapters of math yay!:D
Manage to solve the qns that I can't solve for the past like 2 weeks?
Yay I'm smarter! :DDDDDD
den went to town and played L4D2 again!
Cab homed!

Thanks hongyu for the cab!:)
U r the nicest person that I know!

2nd June 2010

2nd June 2010

Went to lib for CIP (AGAIN!!)
practically wasting time.
Did my math there.
It's super duper hard to do.
Spend alot of time on one qn.
Went Adelene house for lunch DURING CIP. Haha.
Lunch was cup noodle!

After cip. Went kbox with my Sis and bro again.
Went home and sleep.

With love,
PeiQi:)

1st june 2010

1st June 2010

Went to school early morning to take my gp paper.
Had our paper in the conference room.
Essay writing part was okay.
I'm proud of myself coz I wrote a 4 full page essay!:D
But by the time when it comes to the compre part, I was as good as brain dead.
Can't concentrate well.
The papEr was too hard for me. :$
After that went to eat pastamania with Yvonne!
Saw Terence at cwp.

Den went to meet ingyen and Agnes at somerset.
Went to kbox.
On the way home alighted at amk to find hongyu.
Accompaied him for dinner and ate Hokkaido icecream! 1 for $1 only!
And homed:)

29th may 2010

Went to sch for CIP.
A super slack one.
All I did was to arrange bottles an bananas on canteen table.
Rest of the time was just sitting there playing with my iPhone:x
I left early with Iskandar to rush down to SMU to collect our goodie bag for the 'bear your sole' CIP next Saturday.

On the way down met zhiwei philo Agnes Tavin on train.
Met yuenyee at dhoby ghaut.
Den all of us had a hard time finding our way to the SMU concourse.
Walked like 10,000km before we fins that place in a secluded area that doesn't even looked like a concourse-.-
Next, zhiwei philo yuenyee and ms went off to plaza singapura to have our dinner.
When I was going to the toilet, saw a group of innovians.
Then, from then on till we left that place they kept staring at me like they had nv seen me before.
I think I really am like what P said.
I have a disease called the ' innovian phobia'.
Haha:x

After that we went to play.......

Had alot of fun shooting and killing zombies!:D
Den went off to orchard central rooftop garden to enjoy the scenery, but cnt see much stars:(
However, something made my day!:D
Philo asked yy wad she think about me, and guess wad.
A One word reply.
"----" <3!
hAhahaha

After that we went to some cafe in some hotel and slack there.
After that home sweet home!:)

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Just let them be.

With love,
PeiQi:)

I have to do well for prelims.
I must do well for alevel!
I don't want to be look down by anyone anymore.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Is ego really so important?
And
Anger can really make someone lose control.
Where's the sportsmanship?

Monday, May 3, 2010

There's two test tmr. And I'm gonna die. Haven't finish studying:(
But I'm proud of the mindmaps that I've done today!:D

With love,
PeiQi:)

Sunday, May 2, 2010

This is the current Clarke quay:)

Most of the time, it is through playing sports that u can really know what the real personality of a person is like.

Sometimes I just wished that this world can be less complicated.

I watched the news today.

So many places in the world are in chaos. Most of it are the developed countries. Why can't they talk things out nicely? Or appreciate what they have? Have they ever thought of other ppl who are worst than them living in other parts of the world? They don't even have clothes to wear or even food to eat but they are still living life to the fullest, they are still very happy and contented with what they have.
There are so much more things that we should learn from them.

We should be thankful that when the sun rises every morning, we r still able to open our eyes and look at this beautiful world. But how many ppl ever thought of all these? The pace of living in the current world is just too fast that no one even stop to ponder over these small little things in life.

With love,
PeiQi:)

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Hi world,

Can u please be less complicated?
Can u please be less competitive?
Who can teach me what is really going on in today's world?

With love,
PeiQi:)

Friday, March 26, 2010

Do not assume that he who seeks to comfort you now, lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good. His life may also have much sadness and difficulty, that remains far beyond yours. Were it otherwise, he would never have been able to find these words.

With love,
PeiQi:)

Saturday, March 20, 2010

This world is a screwed up world.

With love,
PeiQi:)

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

My life is in a huge mess at this moment in time. Argh.

With love,
PeiQi:)

10 march 2010

Why is it that I'm feeling so hurt, so tired.
I got no idea how long more can I survive in school.
I'm still trying.
Trying to be a good student.
Trying to be a good leader.
Trying to be a good daughter.
Trying to be a good sister.
Trying to be a good friend.
Trying to catch up with work.
Trying to do well in exams.
Trying to be better.
Trying to be evrything that I can be.
But why am I trying so hard for?
I don't know.
What do I get from trying so hard?
Nothing.
Tell me what should I do?
I feel so tired.
Feel so drained.
Feel so hurt.
Feel so sad.
And that feeling within me I don't know how to describe.
I feel like giving up.
I need the strength to carry on.
But who and where can I get it from?
Someone please tell me.

With love,
PeiQi:)

10march2010

With love,
PeiQi:)

Monday, March 8, 2010

Econs class 8 march

Everytime I tried to ask a qn during econs class I will never failed to be ignored. Do I have to be on my own for now? Have they given up on me?
Does anyone even knows what problem I'm facing? What am I thinking? Or wad am I doing everyday?

With love,
PeiQi:)

Why is it that nobody can help me. No one can see that I'm trying my best?

With love,
PeiQi:)

With love,
PeiQi:)

Friday, March 5, 2010

With love,
PeiQi:)

Can u imagine yourself being despised by your teacher? Your teacher only sigh to u and starts to ignore u. And when u have frens that doesn't care. Knowing that u did worst den them and they are still in front of u saying that they are lousy even after knowing that they have gotten the perfect grade? How does it feels? Does anyone knows it?

Even after knowing that I'm disappointed with myself u came in front of me and brag in front of my frens when I'm talking to them. I know u are good you are better den me. But do u have to do that in front of me?

I really don't know if me being a fren if yrs is a good or bad thing. I don't what do u take me for, u come to and complain about yr fren but ignore me in sch. Wad am I to u? I don't know I really don't know.

With love,
PeiQi:)

Good luck to me. I know I won't get an A

With love,
PeiQi:)

5march2010

I'm sitting in class but my heart isn't here with me at all. I'm worried about my results.
My mt results. I have no confidence at all.
At this moment in time, there's A lot of things going thru my mind. Will I be able to achieve what I want next yr? Will I be crying or smiling when it's my turn to get results next year?

4march2010

It isn't easy being a leader. Am I capable of being one in the first place.
To be a leader u have to be accepted and respected by everyone.
It isn't easy. Can I do it?
I don't know. Time will tell.

I hate school but I look forward to going to school later on.
How contradicting.
That's is because I'm eager to see my friends again.
I am a running addict. I want to run tmr.
It's been so long since I last enjoyed running so much.

Happy birthday Clarence!:)