Had GP and chinese paper today...

paper was okay didnt study for it...

sometimes i really wonder...
is what i always think true?
i thought i hav found new frens..
better frens in my present sch...
i tot life would be much happier here...
am i wrong?

or is it fated that i cant make a fren of the same sex that i can really trust?
why do ppl always do the similar things to me?
is it my attitude prob?
or is there something wrong with me?
can somebody just tell me?

maybe for all these times i am bluffing myself
i am going to have fun in this sch...
have new and better frens..
but i was wrong
totally wrong!
i really duno wad i shld do now...

maybe my mummy was right
that i wanst as smart as my bro..
wasnt as sharp as my sister..
i finally uds wad she said to me..
i think i am really a big blur idiot..

there's no one i can trust...
maybe there is...
but i just cant make myself trust them totally..
i dunwan to repeat the same mistake that i have made so many times...
even an idiot also would knw when to stop...

i am really trying very hard to be happy...
but...
somethings just doesnt allow me to...
is there really such things called "true friends"?

maybe wad my mummy always say is right..........

PeiQi is unhappy now! =(

BYE!

maybe i thought too much..

i am uncertain of how u feel now..

i shld stop myself from falling further for now...

why dun u just tell me how u feel?

tell me what i think about u was right?

had fun playing hide-and-seek with trs during the 2 nights staying in the hostel=X

didnt noe i gt such great frens until ytd night=D

i really think that i hav made the right choice for coming to IJ

i will rmb tt particular night forever...

went for movie ytd with tavin ingyen jason and philo

watched terminator salvation..

totally dun uds wad the movie is about..

Slacked frm morning till now...

dont feel like doing anything...

mummy has been shouting and screaming for the whole morning...

now she's out...:D

i'm alone in my room now...

super peaceful...

i am going to be bored to death soon...

feel like doing some revision...

but no mood to do it...

so just use com...

to kill time