sometimes i really wonder...
is what i always think true?
i thought i hav found new frens..
better frens in my present sch...
i tot life would be much happier here...
am i wrong?

or is it fated that i cant make a fren of the same sex that i can really trust?
why do ppl always do the similar things to me?
is it my attitude prob?
or is there something wrong with me?
can somebody just tell me?

maybe for all these times i am bluffing myself
i am going to have fun in this sch...
have new and better frens..
but i was wrong
totally wrong!
i really duno wad i shld do now...

maybe my mummy was right
that i wanst as smart as my bro..
wasnt as sharp as my sister..
i finally uds wad she said to me..
i think i am really a big blur idiot..

there's no one i can trust...
maybe there is...
but i just cant make myself trust them totally..
i dunwan to repeat the same mistake that i have made so many times...
even an idiot also would knw when to stop...

i am really trying very hard to be happy...
but...
somethings just doesnt allow me to...
is there really such things called "true friends"?

maybe wad my mummy always say is right..........