You can't take back the words you said.

You can't undo what you have done,

what's done is done, don't regret.

Everything has changed,

you can't get back what you have lost,

because I have decided that i shall not repeat the cycle anymore.

That's course I'm tired.

Tired of trying.

At least I'm better with the way things are going now:)

because I have choose to live with people who accept me for who I'm.

i hope everything will be fine now...

at least with my frens..

if u dont appreciate wad i do for u den there's no point being frens anymore i guess..

School sucks..

and everything sucks...

is this wad i called frens..

now

i am NOT the ONLY ONE that thinks you 2 doesnt treat us like frens..

i dunno wad u all want!

i dunno how u all feel!

HEY LOOK!

i am a human too

no difference from the both of you..

i do have feelings...

but do your treat me like one?

i am NOT a robot!...

i am tired of trying..

trying so HARD!

trying so so so hard to start a conversation with both of you...

but what yr do is just reply for the sake of replying!..

just tell me wads wrong..

wads the prob???

if u 2 dont say i wont know anything..

then there's really nothing i can do...

just tell me i am tired of guessing..

and this is not the first time your treat me this way...

i have tried everything that i could...

i'm exhausted..

i'm tired...

when yr got no one to go to then come to me...

u threw yr bags on our table and went off to sat at the other table to have fun with some other guys, u 2 came back took yr bag and walk off, just like that??

how will u feel when yr frens went off quiely behind u w/o even saying a simple goodbye???

the cycle repeats

i am tired of everything...

i really feel like just giving everything up...

but do yr know how hard it is when i treat yr as real good frens?

and when yr treat me like that its enough

why do yr want to treat sky like that too?

are yr brainless?

LOW EQ?
cant u see that she is very moody recently...

alot of things happened but do yr know?

do yr even cared?

is this wad i called frens?

yr didnt help her but now ignore her like that too..

just so heartless..

i'm speechless...

i seriously dont uds wad is going on!

tell me why!

everything just seems to come crashing down on me..

so many things to do

so little time...

so many responsibilities...

so many things to worry about...

so many things have been happening..

everything's so confusing...

i am tired...

i really hope the time would really stop...

even for a few second i am contented..

i really need some time off from school..

i am really really tired..

if i'm given just 1 day..

or even just 1 hr to be free from all these things

i would be so grateful...

to my dear girl, cheer up please i dun wanna see u so sad everyday...u got to get over her...she's not worth yr love at all..seeing u so helpless there's really nothing i can do...u gt to be strong! mid course is the most important thing now...i want u to go thru my jc life with me=)

i dont need frens like your!

:)

all pretenders...

If i dont say anything doesnt mean i dont care

dont get overboard..

u 'll know me when i cant take it..

stop all this rubbish if u dont trust wad i say why ask?

if u dont trust wad i say den dont suan me

dont talk to me

get the hell OUTTA my LIFE!

i wont know if u're can be trusted or not..

only god knows and u know...

-i shall start STUDYING hard tmr!

(but i doubt it will be hard haha)

its yr promise to me, make me proud of you!=D

my mind just cant stop thinking..

that stupid irritating feeling just wont go away...

i hate it..

i am trying hard..

very hard to stop thinking about it..

but i cant help it..

pls tell me wad i can do..

i know u have your reason for lying to me...

thats why i decided to forgive u..

it pains me too when i see that u feel guilty for wad u have done..

but its not entirely your fault either...

i cant control my emotions well now..

at least for the time being..

i need time..

time to get over this...

i know before this incident you trust her..

trust her so much...

and it really made me thinks that u trust her more den u trust me..

but with all the assurance u gave me..

i cant help but to trust u once again...

i hope u wont let me down again...

Something today really made me go, ROF(L) But Not Laughing. Get a life seriously, and act like a 17 since youre one, instead of some juvenile though you look like one. I dont feel sorry for being blunt, even if youre my friend's girl. Cause for a matter of fact, i dont really care bout your identity. For the things you've done in the past, i didnt wanna comment much since they didnt involve me but not so this time round. If you really think its funny joking with everyone around you and things like this, get this clear, its not. Maybe some people may think its cute and funny, but i dont. I seriously dont.

the after effect of this incident is still here..

i dont like the feeling..

i still feel very unhappy about this..

i know u didnt do all this intentionally..

i know its not entirely your fault..

i am the one who should bear the greatest responsibility about this incident...

i shouldnt be so childish...

i should really learn to be more mature..

i shouldnt play with this kind of things..

i am really sorry..

i dont know wad u have heard of me to give u some bad impression about me..

but i dont do this things coz i think its funny or even think is cute..

maybe u think that i'm such a person..

but i am not..

i do it coz of plain playfulness...

AND nth else...

i know i offended u first but dont judge me when u duno me well..