my mind just cant stop thinking..

that stupid irritating feeling just wont go away...

i hate it..

i am trying hard..

very hard to stop thinking about it..

but i cant help it..

pls tell me wad i can do..

i know u have your reason for lying to me...

thats why i decided to forgive u..

it pains me too when i see that u feel guilty for wad u have done..

but its not entirely your fault either...

i cant control my emotions well now..

at least for the time being..

i need time..

time to get over this...

i know before this incident you trust her..

trust her so much...

and it really made me thinks that u trust her more den u trust me..

but with all the assurance u gave me..

i cant help but to trust u once again...

i hope u wont let me down again...