Do not assume that he who seeks to comfort you now, lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good. His life may also have much sadness and difficulty, that remains far beyond yours. Were it otherwise, he would never have been able to find these words.



With love,
PeiQi:)

This world is a screwed up world.


With love,
PeiQi:)

My life is in a huge mess at this moment in time. Argh.

With love,
PeiQi:)

10 march 2010

Why is it that I'm feeling so hurt, so tired.
I got no idea how long more can I survive in school.
I'm still trying.
Trying to be a good student.
Trying to be a good leader.
Trying to be a good daughter.
Trying to be a good sister.
Trying to be a good friend.
Trying to catch up with work.
Trying to do well in exams.
Trying to be better.
Trying to be evrything that I can be.
But why am I trying so hard for?
I don't know.
What do I get from trying so hard?
Nothing.
Tell me what should I do?
I feel so tired.
Feel so drained.
Feel so hurt.
Feel so sad.
And that feeling within me I don't know how to describe.
I feel like giving up.
I need the strength to carry on.
But who and where can I get it from?
Someone please tell me.


With love,
PeiQi:)

10march2010

With love,
PeiQi:)

Econs class 8 march

Everytime I tried to ask a qn during econs class I will never failed to be ignored. Do I have to be on my own for now? Have they given up on me?
Does anyone even knows what problem I'm facing? What am I thinking? Or wad am I doing everyday?

With love,
PeiQi:)

Why is it that nobody can help me. No one can see that I'm trying my best?

With love,
PeiQi:)

With love,
PeiQi:)

With love,
PeiQi:)

Can u imagine yourself being despised by your teacher? Your teacher only sigh to u and starts to ignore u. And when u have frens that doesn't care. Knowing that u did worst den them and they are still in front of u saying that they are lousy even after knowing that they have gotten the perfect grade? How does it feels? Does anyone knows it?

Even after knowing that I'm disappointed with myself u came in front of me and brag in front of my frens when I'm talking to them. I know u are good you are better den me. But do u have to do that in front of me?

I really don't know if me being a fren if yrs is a good or bad thing. I don't what do u take me for, u come to and complain about yr fren but ignore me in sch. Wad am I to u? I don't know I really don't know.


With love,
PeiQi:)

Good luck to me. I know I won't get an A

With love,
PeiQi:)

5march2010

I'm sitting in class but my heart isn't here with me at all. I'm worried about my results.
My mt results. I have no confidence at all.
At this moment in time, there's A lot of things going thru my mind. Will I be able to achieve what I want next yr? Will I be crying or smiling when it's my turn to get results next year?

4march2010

It isn't easy being a leader. Am I capable of being one in the first place.
To be a leader u have to be accepted and respected by everyone.
It isn't easy. Can I do it?
I don't know. Time will tell.


I hate school but I look forward to going to school later on.
How contradicting.
That's is because I'm eager to see my friends again.
I am a running addict. I want to run tmr.
It's been so long since I last enjoyed running so much.

Happy birthday Clarence!:)

" we need someone to who have leadership skills, and not anyone who can just do the job"

"if u know, u cant do it,then jolly well pull up your socks and get someone else to do it"

" are u even serious about the meeting, u are just joking around"

yes i'm may not a good leader, but at least i tried my best.

in the end i still get all these nasty comments.

what can i do?

i really dont know what else to do since i already tried my best

maybe its time i should really consider about myself being a house cap.

its like everything always started out well for me but never failed to have a bad ending

i dont understand why

no matter how much effort i put in doing something

things will still end up the same way

so why am i trying so hard for?

is it my problem?

my attitude?

my character?

i dont know

just tell me what should i do now

i am so stuck in this situation that i dont know how to move on

i am a captain but cant even have the power to say anything

its like there're ppl who support me

there'll are ppl who hates me and trying to overthrow me

i dont know i really dont know wad to do

can someone please help me???

I have failed!