15/07/2009

at first gal A told me that she feels tt gal B is very unfriendly...

and i tried to make them talk to each other..

coz i tot it would be good to form a larger clinque...

and thus more fun!....

but i was wrong very wrong...

i shouldnt have done it...

now i really regret what i have done...

i should not have told u tt she's not as bad as u think...

and she will be better when u kinow her long enuf...

i should not have told u so so so much...

i really regret..

maybe this is what i brought upon myself...

i really think that i should not have done all these..

if i didnt do so, i will be much happier today...

BUT now...

the outcome was so diff from what i wanted..

now Gal A and B become so close tt both of them almost ignored me..

they was so preoccupied with each other..

everytime when i tried to talk to A she wont be listening to me...

i had to repeat myself for a few more times until she gets wad i say...

i aam tired of repeating myself everytime i talk to her...

i am trying not to care so much anymore...

u want to talk to me or not its up to you...

and gal B was even better...

i really dk what she wants from me..

i am totally clueless!..

pls tell me what u want?

when i am close to gal C u came and u become closer to her...

making me felt so left out...

and after tt i decided to move on and found a new fren which is galA then u are back here agn..

taking her away frm me...

i really dk why!....

i am tired i just dont wanna care anymore...

u all cn do wad u all like...

i hate this feeling...

i hate being left out..

i dont feel like caring about anything tt all of u wanna do anymore...

i dunwan to be a leech either...

so pls just stop it...

give me a break...

just leave me alone...

i had enuf of these...

i think i can suvive better on my own..

at least i wont have to feel left out...

i am really really scared of tt felling...

so pls spare me...

my teddy is still the best...