14july2009

i woke up in the morning and found tt i have gt sore eyes..

went to sch and was stopped by tr at the gate...

they wanted to send me home but in the end they didnt..

just asked a few qn like do u have cough flu or fever...=.=

time passes real slow during lectures...

everytime i look at the clock only a few mins difference..

ppl in my class are getting more and more hardworking..

except me..

i have got lots of work to catch up on but i am still slacking..

i know i shouldnt but i really have gt no mood to study...

i have no mood to have fun in sch no mood to talk..

i have been doing my own things during the whole of econs lesson...

drawing all over my paper..

and see how pathetic my econs test is 4/45...

haha what a joke...

I still have lots of work to complete...

i reached home and no one was at home..

nobody told me tt they wont be home tt early...

i called my sis and she shouted at me...

she doesnt want to come home and open the door for me..

she ask me to just go somewhere until everyone goes home...

whr's her respect for me?

i dk...

i dont know wads wrong...

sch just dont feel the same as before anymore...

i used to enjoy sch but now i dont..

i rather stay home the whole day and rot...

why is it tt she's always the one who wants to take everything away frm me??

i duno if she's still the fren tt i use to know in sec2..

everything just seem so different..

she really make me feels very left out..

i think i shld just leave everyone alone and do things my own way..

maybe this is the best choice for me now..

i am tired...