5november2009

today was a total sucky day

reached school at 830

only aneesh was here

tot that we are going to do op today

ended up wasting our time

and my PW grp sucks BIG TIME!

why wasn't i given a second chance?

i've put in so much effort

and as yr know i didnt even prepare for the first presentation because i was doing the proposal slides!

u know how tough it is to do it

3 of u are doing it and yr are still complaining

ever think of how i feel when i 'm doing everything by myself?

when i asked for help no one helped

i felt so helpless

and all yr know was to critisize my slide

i know it sucks dont have to say it so many times

if you're scared that ppl dont uds den do it yr self!

mr seetoh was willing to let me try again

but it seems that all of u are so unhappy about it

i've done nothing wrong

looking at all the hard work, time, and sweat i've put in

and now everything goes back to normal

do u know how much it hurts?

i guessed u dont coz u have not tried it before

and

thanks for rubbing more salt on my wound yeah?

do yr know how many times i felt like crying todaY?

wad do yr treat me as?

rubbish bin ? or some one that yr can make use of?

before presentation nobody wants to do the proposal part

i agreed to do it

i put in so much effort

mr seetoh says i'm not good enough i agree

i wanted to change

i've improved

ur have seen it

but why?

now that he says its the most impt part

ur just took it away like that???

asked me thrice

i said i wanted to try it out for the second time

if really cant i am willing to give everything to yr

but U asked yr fren to come talk to me

i know i'm not good enuf

why do u have to do that

since yr badly wanted me to stop doing proposal

i gave it up

den yr were afraid of getting scolded by see toh

yr asked me to take it back

wad is this?

i am not yr toy

I am gonna screw up my whole OP and die

i am also human too

i have my feelings

i really felt like crying

and do u know how many times i had cried coz of pw?

2min speech u want me to drag till 5mins?

how naive all of u are

its hard trying to smile in fron of ppl

its hard for someone to be good in everything

why dont yr give me a chance to prove that i can do it?

and u

u said u cant afford to waste time on me

and i said msg me at night

study 1st

and u sound so pissed

wad is it exactly u want

i'm starting to feel that i'm not the right one for u...