read again before u say anything.
and pls i am NOT telling the whole world
nobody ask u to follow my blog
if u dont want an access to it i can remove it
and HONESTLY the only ppl that has access to this blog has
ONLY 3 PERSON!!!!!!
YOU AGNES AND HONGYU
and for yr info he's away from SG
no other ppl read it
so i didnt tell the whole world about this
i just write wad i feel
and its YOUR blog that is telling the whole world now not mine
"you are here to comment n push all the blame to us...like you are the good guy and we are the bad guy..telling everyone who have access to your blog that I'm so EVIL & BAD"
because i know i have no one that i can talk to.
this is the only place that i can vent my anger on.
and wad blame did i push onto you all
and wad am i the good guy and you all are the bad guy?
and at the start of the year i didnt want to left u out
i know i have been sitting arnd with agnes and gang
and i had told agnes that u dint want to come sit with us
even though i tried to ask u to
u explained that u were always with adelene because u dont want her to be alone
so I DID NOT LEFT U OUT ON PURPOSE!
you didnt wanted to join us for whatever reason i dont know
its not about taking things away ok
the problem is that do anyone of u trust me?
i know there's reflection to be done upon myself
and there's some misinterpretation of things that has been said b/w u and agnes
and for one thing i'm very very sure of is that
I DID NOT SAID THAT U SNATCH MY BF OR WHATSOEVER
and the thing that u said made me feel so hurt is that
that time when we were clarifying things
u said that
did i realise that i've been the talker and u have been the listener for all these years?
its like if u dont want to listen to my probs u can just say it right into my face instead of using it as a defending part when it comes to sorting things out
and this blogging IS THE ONLY place where i can say out everything that i feel or think
when there is no one to talk to
i nv intend to start out a blog war or wadever
and if i dont act as if nothing happen
and be ok with u
u want a scene whr we start quarreling out of no where?
u dont have to follow my blog if u dont want to
just tell me so
why use it as something to quarrel over?
just tell me i can remove yr access to it
and all these is just meant to be written when i'm upset
and i already said that those things that i wrote might not be true
i dont know wad else is there to say
but everything just seemed so messed up now
i need someone to lead me the right way
out of all these mess
and i dk is it obvious or is it that i'm thinking too much
everytime i tried to talk to the both of u
its like just non seems interested
replies were always short
and this just tells me that u all are just being careful towards me and that everything that i explained the last time nonn of u believed it
and may think that i'm a schemer or so
and if u could tell me wads my prob?
and i said if u think that its not true can just feel free to msg me and i mentioned at least 2 times that all those things might not be true its just wad i think
